what to do

i had another dream about him. 

this is weird because the dreams are so close to reality.

its like i know all the things that are true in real life, hes moved on, he has a gf (shes often present-super creepy i know) but for some reason i cant let go.

between that and the rustling in the dog kennels on the other side of the bathroom door i am exhausted and like a zombie.

maybe its because he hasnt returned my calls, maybe its because its too real, maybe its because the fight is over.

maybe its because its the end...