sad truth

my family was in town this weekend. i went out with my sisters it was awesome. we were talking to this guy that i have known probably for about 6 months hes super cute and fun and just a general nice guy. he walks away to talk to his friends for a bit when my sisters turn to me and say "you need to hit that." 

nice...they then continue to go on and on about how is it that i know the only hot guy in the bar but am not doing anything about it. lol. they go on to tell me that they thought when i said i had no game that it was a joke but obviously not. lol. 

what can i say i dont lie, i am game-less! oh well...clare was like man i always thought it was crazy that you have so many guy friends and none of them every tried anything. (by the way thanks for saying that outloud) lol...no its totally true. i have guy friends, yes guy friends that dont want to sleep with me. i love it when my friends say that a guy is their "friend." at which point i have to point out that they are not their friend, they are looking at them like tom use to look at jerry...you know what i mean.

a little bit later dee turns to me and asks "so is there anyone you like?" It took me a minute to really think about it, is there someone that i like? yea i think there is, but it would never work out. he is the last thing i need, a fixer-up. i answered "no" the last thing i need is to explain how i the only person i want to date is the last person i should or even could date.

i know you all have your fair guesses as to who it is, but i will leave you with that mystery