its never what you think it is...

mr fhk and i had close friends who were dating and one in particular comes to mind. this couple, kali and tyson had dated for probably 10 years. they had broken up before and gotten back together broken up again and gotten back together and such is the cycle. intermittently they have dated other people and what not. i recently had lunch with tyson and we were taking about what it takes to get over these people.

i always assumed that those two had managed to stay the best of friends and it boggled my mind. i mean even recently their dogs had mated and had puppies surely telling that one day the same would happen for them. its strange when you look at things on the outside, you just assume you know what is going on. 

tyson let me know that there was no longer any hope of that happening again, in fact, they dont even speak anymore. WOW! i never suspected this...it is over finally over. he was talking about deleting her on myspace and facebook. the dreaded delete! he says he hasnt mainly because he doesnt want their connceted friends to hate him for it.

its weird how you think other peoples relationships are so much simpler than they really are...sometimes you wish you could do whatever procedure they did in eternal sunshine in the spotless mind...would it be worth it to remember none of it (good and bad) and leave you in a virtual time warp?

all i know is he told me that mr fhk's family doesnt like the new divorcee girlfriend, its sick but i get pleasure out of that...to know that some part of me will always remain in their memories. mr fhk's sister even uttered "shes no gaby" does that make it wose or better? not really sure all i know is that i need to let this go and get where tyson post-haste...it took him 6 years of stop and starts to realize this...i dont have that but that doesnt mean its not possible.

the new me.

ran three days in a row

yesterdays alcohol units: a bazillllion